LoverBoy

I finally found you. But will will never know.

I could have saved him. I could have saved him. I could have saved him. But i never did.
To late. To late. To late.
I cant help. I cant help. I cant help.
Lost. Lost. Lost.
I don’t know how to feel.
Angry. I didn’t save him. Sad. I didn’t help. Confused. To late.

this is the last time i ever try to love you

this is the last time i will ever try to impress you

This is the last time i will see you in this light,

You changed me.

in the worst way.

But maybe i should be postive about this.

I can now see the dark grime you tryed to cover with a bedazzler and charm.

your crap and i see that now

Tick
Tock
Seconds pass
Opportunities missed
But in your mind
Time is irrelevant
Because your here
In this place you see
You can almost feel the breeze under your standing feet
Only still you stay
In the moment with no one but you
That moment when youve found happiness with you true
You can now let yourself slip into a lack
But its okay cause its your time to pack.

New itouch!

To Heal

You Can Feel It

Your Heart Breaks

It Burns And It Turns

The Pain Is Terrible

But Dont Fear Cause

Im Here

To Heal

Its a lonely Thursday.

2nd period of the day

I’m feeling just a tad bit depressed and bored. i gave Mrs. Isom her gift and she seemed to love it.

Kinda in a lost for words. haven’t blogged in a while and nothing is going on in life. hopefully someone comes along to save me from this haze but in reality we both know that  the magical person we dream of is never going to come. i have come close to that person only 2 twice and it turned out to be just a dream.

Some times when I’m alone and bored i think back to all the happy times in life. All of my accomplishments. i like to think about all the love i gave and everything i did for every else. i think about everyone i loved but had to leave behind.

I’m not suicidal anymore. I’m not crazy. just shaliyah. that’s what i always will be.

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